I would shower you with kisses.
Walk hand in hand to the beach
And tell you over and over again
How much I love you
How much we all love you
How much we need you in our lives
How so very important you are
How you’re our son’s favorite superhero
How you’re in my every waking thought
And the thought of life without you undoes me
How much your son needs you to grow up and be a man–a good man like you
How the world became terrible when you left
How I have to learn to breathe again and I don’t want to
How sorry I am that I never told you enough of this when you were here
How broken we all are
How much I will love you forever
And every day I wake up
I’m a bit older
And closer to the day
We will meet again
And I will kiss you with tears streaming and wait impatiently for that day
And that’s when I will stop crying
And stop missing you
That moment I take my final breath.
Forever my husband and Jesse’s Daddy
