In Remembrance of Logan Zane

Logan, the anguish of losing you never goes away. The what ifs, if onlys, and should haves haunt my every thought. 

My broken heart clings to every photo and video of you. My mind searches for memories of your smile and your voice.

My arms ache to hug you again. I miss you every second of every day and with every breath I take.

I watch and listen for signs from you, letting me know that you are with me still. 

I desperately want to believe that someday I will see you again and that we will both be free from the pain that led you to suicide and that I carry since losing you.

I love you forever, Logan, and miss you terribly.