In Remembrance of James Ronald Miller

I miss you so much. I'm unsure why you felt the kids, grandkids and I would be ok without you. We're not. You were such a bright light in my life for 33 years. I loved you more than I will ever love another man. I'm thankful for what we did have, but we should have had more. These were our "glory" years. You retired, we had plans, and then everything fell apart for some reason unknown to me. You saved me when my light went dim and I didn't think I could live this life anymore. But you didn't give me a chance to save you. I love you so much, I'll love you the rest of my life. My heart aches every day for you. My eyes look for you, my arms long to hold you. Why did you leave me.....